Please i just need to end everything

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purple if you don't mind, could you tell us what you're oging through?

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Everything feels like a mess

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id like to help any way i can

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Pink i know its hard but please know your life is worth more than any of the problems you have going on and the world can fuck off if it thinks any different

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I've just started anti depressants a month ago and ive been feeling more numb and empty

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It triggers my self harm tendencies

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purple, you've only got one life to live, please don't waste your energy on people and circumstances rhat only drain you

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These anti depressants also has been ruining my attention span , im a student and falling behind

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I feel like a failure in everything

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maybe you don't need them, it seems they're leaving you worse off

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No wonder my parents distance themselves from me

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try asking about switching medications

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These anti depressants are at least preventing me from crying everyday

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I do feel happy but it doesnt serve well for my bpd

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why do you cry every day? is it just a general depression or is thereskmethingmore to it

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Depression and the fact that my parents abuse me

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do you feel safe enough to call CPS? they're not aways the best at helping, but it might be worth it

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It feels weird to be living in college now , i dont have to worry if ill survive or not every night

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Im safe now dont worry

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oh alright, well it's good you're safer now

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Just managing mostly stuff on my own , i waited till i turn 18 to get an appointment with a psychiatrist

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I cant help but feel like im not gonna change or fix anything

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I did try to attempt during new years but i got caught

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I was admitted to the hospital, my parents do not know

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I still practically feel like attempting again

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Green , you're doing great okay?

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Yes you are , you still wake up

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Im lazy too , i have finals and i barely studied , i just cant focus , i cant do anything right.

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Ive been skipping my meals , ive skipped sleep , i feel like i dont deserve anything nice

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I just feel like if i keep doing this

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Maybe ill die quicker

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I've been purging a lot , please just let one of my organs burst

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