Yes you are , you still wake up

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Im lazy too , i have finals and i barely studied , i just cant focus , i cant do anything right.

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Ive been skipping my meals , ive skipped sleep , i feel like i dont deserve anything nice

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I just feel like if i keep doing this

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Maybe ill die quicker

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I've been purging a lot , please just let one of my organs burst

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Then i can finally stop feeling like this

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If i keep it up , making myself hungry until gastric hits , if i keep on banging my head against the wall everyday, if i keep avoiding sleep every night , maybe ill die early

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Self harm isnt enough i need to die

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are you guys ok.

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I was so alone in the fucking hospital after i was caught attempting

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Im so pissed off

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Please just let me die

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nah i came on here to vent but like, i saw yall venting and i was like damn. idk guys

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Sorry red , just really need to let it all out

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You should too

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it's okayy, i just feel bad

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Yeah

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how much attention you want purple be like yes

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Im not doing this for attention, i have no where else to vent do you not fucking get that

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and?

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I just need to let it all out , i know these are just feelings and they'll pass

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everything just feels heavy. everything feels like it's falling down on me. tbh i don't even know what to do. grades dropping, more fights w my parents like.. idk how much longer i can last.

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