try asking about switching medications

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These anti depressants are at least preventing me from crying everyday

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I do feel happy but it doesnt serve well for my bpd

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why do you cry every day? is it just a general depression or is thereskmethingmore to it

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Depression and the fact that my parents abuse me

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do you feel safe enough to call CPS? they're not aways the best at helping, but it might be worth it

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It feels weird to be living in college now , i dont have to worry if ill survive or not every night

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Im safe now dont worry

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oh alright, well it's good you're safer now

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Just managing mostly stuff on my own , i waited till i turn 18 to get an appointment with a psychiatrist

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I cant help but feel like im not gonna change or fix anything

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I did try to attempt during new years but i got caught

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I was admitted to the hospital, my parents do not know

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I still practically feel like attempting again

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Green , you're doing great okay?

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Yes you are , you still wake up

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Im lazy too , i have finals and i barely studied , i just cant focus , i cant do anything right.

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Ive been skipping my meals , ive skipped sleep , i feel like i dont deserve anything nice

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I just feel like if i keep doing this

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Maybe ill die quicker

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I've been purging a lot , please just let one of my organs burst

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Then i can finally stop feeling like this

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If i keep it up , making myself hungry until gastric hits , if i keep on banging my head against the wall everyday, if i keep avoiding sleep every night , maybe ill die early

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Self harm isnt enough i need to die

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are you guys ok.

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