guys i keep getting dizzy-shay

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GUYS IT HAPPENED. -mads

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like wtf do they mean they want eevee pussy

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and the ones that do say that they miss how chaotic and funny i was

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I FINALLY KISSED HIM AND LIKE- -mads

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british people arent pretty

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i got told im not drinking enough water or im getting up too fast but yesterday i kept getting dizzy and i drank a lot of water-shay

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oh nice mads-shay

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so i feel like i just cant tell them anything about my problems

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i feel that it's hard to tell close ppl my problems-shay

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hi - henry

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hey henry-shay

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so he came over to my house for my bday party and just ended up sleeping over with a few other friends and so we were alone A LOT. -mads

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nice mads-shay

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idk ignore me gushing over here lol -mads

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can i talk about my ana (i know u guys probably dont even care anymore bc anorexia is all i talk abt but its my main issue rn) - henry

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sure you can talk about it-shay

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i care-shay

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this website is for venting-shay

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talk about anything here. its a space spot -mads

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dude i just hate body dysmorphia so much bc i feel like im so fat

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everytime i think about it i realize that ill have to hide it for my whole life i just get more suicidal

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but i know logically im not

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like logically i look at myself and i can see my face looks like skin wrapped tightly across my skeleton

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gday mate how ya going

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but i feel so fucking ffat

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afk, im not feeling good, i feel like ima throw up-shay

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like logically i look like the last pure human on earth from doctor who or whatecer

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oh nvm, im just hungry-shay

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"MOISTURIZE ME" ahh looks

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but i stillf eel so fat

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mate i feel aliveeee

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i'm stoked

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gnarly

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my friends from last year used to pick me up and try to carry me because i was the shortest but then theyd call me fat and heavy

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yeah thats gross to say

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personally whenever i cant pick my friends up id never say that its literally just bc my anorexia ate all my muscle

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can ya really call them ya mates

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not really

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like i can hardly lift a gallon of milk nowadays

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