i dont know how to be like other people

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not gonna lie im actually tired of thinking u all of the time like bitch i dont even talk to u anymore why cant my brain fuckin stop it's been 3 years and im still stuck on u like i know we just stopp

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ive never met a person like me

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i feel like an alien

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fuckin give me a break.. my love for u is probably a mental illness at this point wish i never met u i fucking hate u but i love u too i fuckin wanna move on and i know that im actually trying to becu

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if this really is autism i can see why the suicide rates are so high

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i removed any ways to fuckin contact u that's why im pissed

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im pissed that I've already distanced myself and shit but my brain thinks that ur still the one

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i envy ur fiancé

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sometimes i wish i could be with u just for a fuckin night man

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whatever i fuckin hate u but i still love u and i hate it

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i hate wanting to hurt myself

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i despise u

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i wanna pocket u i hate you

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because i have absolutely nobody to talk to about it who would listen

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i despisee u i wanna marry u and have kids with u and commit fraud have generational wealth

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nobody actually listens they just hear the word "hurt" and "myself" and turn to convincing

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fuck u

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like im not actually going to do it i wouldnt be talking about it if i were

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why cant i forget u

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i just want you to listen

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tell me its ok

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fuck u sm i wish there was another u

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hug me or something

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i hate u fuck ur mixed signals

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fuck ur perverted jokes

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i hate that there's no girl like u

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i wish ur fiancé would have his downfall fuck why am i so selfish

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i hate being alone

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im nothing like other people my age

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i know this aint the real me fuckkk im just venting

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other girls my age

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i envy him a lot

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i only used to go outside to go on walks and fiddle with my garden

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i wanna have sex with a person like u u know i wouldn't give my first to anyone but j and that's what pisses me off

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but now everythings rotting and i dont like going outside by myself

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i actually dont wanna have sex i want the intimacy

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with uu and i cant get thatt

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agoraphobia or whatever

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my doctor says

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