i dont even know what to base it off of because ive never had a normal life

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i wasnt happy as a kid im not happy now

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but im supposed to be becoming happy

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im on good medication and i see a doctor monthly

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i sleep i shower i go on walks sometimes

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i feel like i just wanna adopt a mid aged dog that i can take on walks

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She starts arguments out of no where and makes me feel like im in the wrong

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but my mum wouldnt let me

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and we are also shit poor

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not that poor but not in good living conditions

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that probably doesnt help with the depression

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the mold and the clutter

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im turning 17 soon i need to act grown

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i need to be grown

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but i just cant get myself to focus anymore

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is it adhd not autism????

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Toxic coral

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or am i just really lost

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no chance at life

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i cant stop talking abt u

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my mum would scold me rn for being too negative

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hahahahahaha im going insane

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but i dont know how else to think

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Awwww about who yellow

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meeting u has been downfall

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i dont like self diagnosing i dont think im neurodivergent

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i feel like a freak not being able to move on from u

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when ur abt to get married

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unless my doctor tells me i am after this little quiz thing she made me do im considered not totally different

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just a little bit out of the ordinary

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im nothing to u just a kid u met from the past

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now that im older why do i still want u?

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im so scared that i might not feel this for anyone anymore

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im so so scared...

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Yellow

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i wish u did use me.

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i need a dog or something

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You'll move on eventually

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That's just how life works

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why did u stop, it would be better being ragged by u physically than nothing at all

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