other girls my age

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i envy him a lot

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i only used to go outside to go on walks and fiddle with my garden

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i wanna have sex with a person like u u know i wouldn't give my first to anyone but j and that's what pisses me off

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but now everythings rotting and i dont like going outside by myself

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i actually dont wanna have sex i want the intimacy

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with uu and i cant get thatt

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agoraphobia or whatever

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my doctor says

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i almost did butt we both know im not what u want love is not enough

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it just makes it even harder for me to make friends

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ill never go to a formal like my sister has because my school doesnt do them

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and i dont talk to anybody my age

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fuck im really fucking weird

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i hate it

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why do i stick out so much

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i guess i am nervous around people now

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because i dont know how to please anyone anymore

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i either look into their eyes for too long or dont make enough eye contact at all

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or i dont talk about myself enough or i ask too many questions about them

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i cant ever actually talk about what i like either

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because i dont really have any hobbies anymore

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sure i listen to piano music but i dont play anymore

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thats not interesting

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i have a teddy bear collection that im afraid to add onto because the mass of it makes me claustrophobic

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i cant tell strangers that

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thats too much information

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Who wants to piss for daddy?

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i like dolls and i like care bears but thats childish

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and totally weird for someone my age

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I still like video games and anime

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it fuckin sucks that if i found someone else that's really good id still want u to know and for what?

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i like cats i know a lot of cat breeds and i like dogs i was really interested in dog training for a while

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but i dont have a dog to train

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people dont like stuff like that yknow

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I'll be your dog *woof woof*

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because ur still the blueprint of who i dearly loved? u were a friend?

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like what do normal people like nowadays

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i wanna be under her skin and pass away and disappear or dissipate until i turn into nothing

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i dont really like watching new shows that dont include one of my interests

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