i probably need to be angry

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i love her for 3 years and I just stopped talking to her this year

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ik she doesn't care

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if i get so angry then i wont be anxious anymore

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but it's alright

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nothings comforting me right now

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i relate anything secretly to her

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rocking feels wrong but i cant cry

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and i dont feel like hitting myself

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ur soon to be husband is so lucky

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i wish i was him.

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this feeling is the reason people kill themselves

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i fucking hate it

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i dont want to be some pariah

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i want to be fucking normal

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im not even used to swearing

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that makes me for of an outcast too thats not normal

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makes me more

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i cant think

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i dont want to die but i dont want to keep on living

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if i gamble with it by trying to overdose on something then it could turn out both ways

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like flipping a coin if i fail then i keep on living

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Purple I'm in the same debate

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Overdosing can fuck up the brain if i survive

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i dont want to die though

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im just going to fucking learn piano man whatever

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Purple dont do it 💜

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ill figure it out with school i dont know

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Lol go for it play the piano :))

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You got this

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yo yo yo whats good

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lalala

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I wanna move away from the middle east i hate it here

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is anybody on line

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I wanna live somewhere peaceful

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Im online blue

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i have a transfem friend who lives there

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Hru?

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whats bothering u

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Blue is she israeli?

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