im so so scared...

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Yellow

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i wish u did use me.

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i need a dog or something

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You'll move on eventually

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That's just how life works

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why did u stop, it would be better being ragged by u physically than nothing at all

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We think it's impossible to move on from someone until u actually do

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my cat doesnt like walking with me the whole way so i get nervous

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thanks green

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ik but rn it doesn't feel like that physically

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I hope you find your peace :)

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that's why im just pouring everything here

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Good go on

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Get it off your chest

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what if i just let it turn into hate and i start hating everybody

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i probably need to be angry

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i love her for 3 years and I just stopped talking to her this year

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ik she doesn't care

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if i get so angry then i wont be anxious anymore

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but it's alright

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nothings comforting me right now

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i relate anything secretly to her

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rocking feels wrong but i cant cry

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and i dont feel like hitting myself

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ur soon to be husband is so lucky

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i wish i was him.

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this feeling is the reason people kill themselves

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i fucking hate it

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i dont want to be some pariah

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i want to be fucking normal

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im not even used to swearing

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that makes me for of an outcast too thats not normal

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makes me more

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i cant think

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i dont want to die but i dont want to keep on living

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if i gamble with it by trying to overdose on something then it could turn out both ways

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like flipping a coin if i fail then i keep on living

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Purple I'm in the same debate

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Overdosing can fuck up the brain if i survive

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