im too high and tired to know whats happening in chat and what i should say now -kets3

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k! -Xin

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high? what is it, weed? ahaa

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😋

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u still there?

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oop.. i have to go again, good nigh or good day yall -Xin

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i'm just glad i never got into them when i was in school, i was already struggling hahaha

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remember i love yall! -Xin

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we love you too Xinny

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stay safe out there

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:DD -XIn

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I WILLLLLLL!!!!!!!! -Xin

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why is she disable, why does the sickness stickes her, why did she decided to have a child when she was sick enough without one, why would she damage herself for me

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Green that's a lot to tackle, i know the feeling in a way

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in wich way ?

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if i can ask

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Well before I was born my mother suffered a severe TBI that nearly killed her, and it altered her

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oh im really sorry for you :(

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I see how she struggles today growing up, sometimes you feel like a caregiver, even though one's children aren't suppose to take on that role especially so young

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what the fuck im so confused by chat sorry if i interrupt -kets3

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yes

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My father also died a year after I was born, yeah a crazy ride, but hey... when you got no other choice but to be strong... don't get me wrong I still feel sad sometimes but

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No you're fine

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Wish my anxiety wasn't so bad, I'm so scared that I'm having chest pains

25678 - 

oh im sorry for you cyan

25917 - 

it's okay, have to make the most out of this life

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yeah

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I worry about my mother and wish she made better choices instead of smoking, she has COPD, irreversible thing

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Honestly kinda do wish I had that advice that allows you to skip certain parts of your life and just go into the future because I can't stand the waiting and not knowing part

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oh im so sorry

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my mother isn't wheelchair bound or nothing, she can walk, but what I notice is she struggles with emotional control, she gets angry easily, she struggles with self care

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head injuries affect a lot and affect everyone diff

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Unsure whether medication would help at this point or not...I don't love it but if I could take a pill that magically solves (or at least makes better) my problems I would

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how do I bring it up to my mum .that when we move back. I want my dad to talk to someone

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im not a caregiver in this way but i can see how hard it can be for you

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he needs too

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like what am I supposed to say

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it's more emotionally hard than anything but, I have to be strong, for her and my dad, and myself

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The stress is taking a toll on my body and I don't know how much more I can take

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it could always be worse, she could have dementia. that is a disease i dont wish on anyone

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