i did lose a freind. best freind. they just distanced themselves from me, diched me, ghosted me, no closure. -floral

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Ooof

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That's awful

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and now im not even a freind. just an aquentance. -floral

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when i poured. my heart and soul into the freindship LEGIT. -floral

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I get the pain

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and this isnt even da first time like i already have abandoment issues. -floral

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Mhm

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and i cant tell my bestie because him and my old freind are freinds and i dont want him to worry

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ive had to call 988 its got so bad with greif -floral

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Worry isn't a bad thing

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thing is hes already going through his own shit -floral

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my bestie. -floral

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I understand that

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and i dont want him to be super worried. -floral

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But you should have an outlet

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Someone you can talk to

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Do you have any family members you can talk to ?

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Or other friends ?

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im the mother therapist freind. and when i need support its like 1 or 2 am.

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nobodys. up. v

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-floral

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I understand

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Being the therapist friend can be super harmful

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so i usally come here or call 988. or some other hotline -floral

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Your mental health matters to

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too*

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im also the mom freind hehe -floral

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You don't have to shove your problems to the side to help others

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That isn't your responsibility

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thing is its how i cope -floral

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It's not a healthy cope

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helping is how i cope -floral

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I'm sorry if any of this sounds harsh, I mean it all in a caring way

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I understand the helping is how I cope

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I did it myself

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i know hehe :) -floral

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But while it might feel good in the moment, it takes a toll

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personally it makes me feel of use. -floral

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like im actually worth something -floral

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