Hello

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im doing stuff but i literally dont feel any type of way towards anything i do

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its so dead like wtf is life for if i feel shit all the time

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Its so flat

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Everything is so tiring

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Do i need medication for depression is it worth it

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what is wrong with me

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fuck im so screwed

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im not even sure what to do anymore

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i hate the way i am

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i live like a hermit

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im so tired

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i used to use this site so much. -xanoru

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i miss my friend shin.

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im so weak i cant even do this

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i respect his descision to distance himself from me but

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why am i cyan now i was just red

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i keep.. dreaming about him. it makes me wanna die inside

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whatever

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i wish i knew what i did wrong

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i hope hes happy, i genuinely do

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i want him to be happier

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i want him to live a good life

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i wish that i could be worthy of affection

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whats wrong, cyan?

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but the stuff that have been weighing me down for years

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why do you feel like you arent worthy of it?

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im just unlovable thats what

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why do you think youre unloveable?

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hahaha why wouldnt i be

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mental problems? physical appearance? past traumas? please tell i wanna help.

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everybody i know in my life, friends and siblings and so

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have had a relationship before

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but me, well, never

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and its just because of who i am

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just because you havent had a relationship, doesnt mean youre unlovable. you just.. need to find the right person

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It takes time, you know?

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i dont think im entitled to love, especially someone like me

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hi

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haha yeah thats what they say but i dont think it will ever happen

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