i cant get myself to do volunteer work anymore

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its like what i did when i was getting ready to kill myself

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but i dont want to kill myself anymore

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i want to live but i dont want to live as a useless piece of shit

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You're still in school.

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?*

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why am i losing hope

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im still in school

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So js keep existing

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Good good enjoy your days purple

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i feel like my situation calls for strong words

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well i cant really enjoy my days when all everybody needs me to do now is grow up

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im supposed to be studying

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.

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but i cant even go to school for 5 days straight

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Wot

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im leaving school in a year and a half

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ive wasted time for the past 5 years being mentally ill

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because of my dad and bullying

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now im grown up

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and i have to be a grown up

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i have to carry myself now nobody can carry me anymore

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