i feel like my situation calls for strong words

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well i cant really enjoy my days when all everybody needs me to do now is grow up

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im supposed to be studying

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.

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but i cant even go to school for 5 days straight

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Wot

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im leaving school in a year and a half

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ive wasted time for the past 5 years being mentally ill

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because of my dad and bullying

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now im grown up

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and i have to be a grown up

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i have to carry myself now nobody can carry me anymore

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.

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Yes?

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why do people just type dots

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i see that all of the time

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To check their color/ppl/internet connection

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oh

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Yes green is right

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Yesss very much

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should i just kill myself before i end up being a deadbeat loser like my dad

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i dont even really wanna die though

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