im only necessary in school, when they have no one else to talk to. im a last choice, and ill just have to accept that for the rest of my life.

554 - 

thats shitty cyan, you need better friends

10187 - 

i will never matter enough to someone, and i will never be picked in a room full of other people. im only wanted when im the only choice.

554 - 

i would sacrifice my life for my friends, but i know they wouldnt do the same for me. im not even just overthinking anymore. i know it.

554 - 

my friends would not pick me in a room full of their other friends. i highly doubt they'd even look for me, to be honest.

554 - 

i get that cyan. it's not you, it's them. they're the shitty ones

10187 - 

then theyre not your friends

10187 - 

im complaining about this, but im too much of a pussy to bring it up to them, because i dont want them to leave me.

554 - 

im so lonely that i let people treat me like garbage just so i have someone to call my friend.

554 - 

my life is a sick joke 😂😂🙏

554 - 

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25612 - 

helllllllooooo public

25612 - 

hi coral

554 - 

cyan, complaining is normal and ive been there, i am there. your friends are fucking garbage and i promise you'll be better off not calling them friends

10187 - 

no red because if i stop being friends with them ill literally have no one. im going to a new skl in september and i only have a few friends going w me

554 - 

id rather be treated like shit than be alone

554 - 

- have never been this peaceful, even if i am alone

10187 - 

the only thing i regret is not telling them to piss off sooner

10187 - 

Im overthinking so much rn

25200 - 

it seems shit and first it is, the group chats where they send deepfakes of you suddenly become known to you, they get nasty, they talk shit openly instead of behin your back, theyll spread nastier -

10187 - 

please help me...

18052 - 

whats wrong blue?

10187 - 

Replay the chat

18052 - 

and that sucks green, i get it

10187 - 

My query is there

18052 - 

i just did blue, i cant see it

10187 - 

can you retype it? it's too far back i think

10187 - 

oh okay, I'll write it again

18052 - 

okay blue, im here

10187 - 

hi dudes

16993 - 

hi guys

16993 - 

hey man

10187 - 

hi gays

16993 - 

hi lad

18052 - 

long time no see

16993 - 

you're blind that's why you didn't see

18052 - 

ive been out for a few days

16993 - 

i tried to quit here

16993 - 

i tried to not come here

16993 - 

I know

18052 -