i try so hard and it doesnt matter

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is this unfair or not?

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It would be ungrateful to say im not privelged

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but why must the human mind then

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trick me into this misery

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if im just not destined that way

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why do i still try

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Why does my heart not die

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What is going ON 😭

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.

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Sorry

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is everything okay

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i think my hearts broken

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but thanks

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From what?

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is it too much to ask to feel cared for

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how come i dont feel loved

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not being able to do sometjing i love

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its mutual that feeling

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trust me

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You need to love yourself before you can feel like someone loves you

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Thats easier said than done though

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im so exhausting to be around

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But its the truth

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i try so hard to feel normal

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everything isnt always easy and sometimes things suck, but you can make the choice to get through it and change how things are

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I ended my decade best friendship because it became one-sided where I put in more effort and I miss her.

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:(

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maybe you should rekindle it

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I miss feeling like people wanted to be my friend, now I just have a boyfriend. i love him but now i’m a lonely girlfriend :(

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you don’t gotta love yourself, but you do gotta accept yourself before seriously dating

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People ask about my loneliness to him, out of concern. Then that happened

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I wish I had friends

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if you can’t accept yourself, first change your attitude/self, then reobserve

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its actually hard to make friends imo

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he doesnt feel like talking but i seriously feel insane not being able to talk to him idk whats wrong with me

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i give him the space he needs but i feel so incredibly empty without him

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does he know that you feel this way

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we've talked about it before and i recognize that its not a good behaviour/attitude

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and he does his best to reassure me that its not me

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