cant sleep hard to absorb and apply what i learn have zero appetite shark week for 5 more days and fucking demo on tuesday xd

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im fucking stressed out xd

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bootcamp made entire july miserable for me xd

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but hey this shit is over in august xd

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then i can just slow down and try to learn like really learn so i can apply what i learned PROPERLY xd

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i feel like i get the gist of everything but nothing is properly absorbed into my brain xd

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how tf am i gonna complete a project a feature and a fucking group project xd

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and in the middle of all that shit they ask you to do demos xd

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like leave me if alone xd

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tf :p xd

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having all fucking weekend and i cant even sleep xd

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do it for my money thats been burnt :p xd

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xd stop ranting

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FUCK OFF and die LMFAO i thought this site was for venting LMFAO xd

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if it makes you butthurt by all means feel free to block me LMFAO xd

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fuck come here to vent and you cant even use ventscape.life for what its made for xd

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i have zero fucking tolerance LMFAO not today not this week xd

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i cant even with how fucking irritated i am LMFAO xd

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everythings pissing me off xd

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and theres no diet coke xd

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:/ xd

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i should stop drinking diet coke :p xd

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and soda fr but its diet :/ like its not the sugar its whatever dye in it :/ xd

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im afraid im going to be stuck in the mindset that was ingrained into my brain when i was 11

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because i was hurt

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i feel like i havent grown up yet

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this is the most depressed ive been LMFAO like i never been there before xd

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i still hide under my desk when i dont feel safe i still cry when people yell at me

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why cant shit just get better for once xd

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i just cant talk to people as easily as i could

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i dont know how to change it

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LIKE FUCK this asshole there was a BUYER some motherfucker WANTED to buy the house but my father fucker asshole said he didnt wanna sell it to THAT buyer xd

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i need to get a job and i need to face the world

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i need to focus on school again man

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if this bitch just sold the house THEN to that motherfucker at least i will be swimming in money now xd

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my family isnt rich i cant live off my mother

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