why cant shit be easy ffs xd

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even though i tell him i wont meet up with him unless hes been sober

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i have zero energy for this bs :/ xd

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but hes apparently better now because hes drinking beer and wine every night instead of vodka and wine

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i miss my fucking car like whenever i wanna go somewhere i have NO FUCKING PEACE and i cant take my time xd

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id rather die than take public transport and idefk how buses work in this country :p xd

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he literally got crossfaded while my 14 year old brother was visiting him for the first time in a while

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3 hours away from home

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in the middle of nowhere

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everything went to fuck shit xd

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and idefk what will happen in october xd

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whoever fuck is elected is gonna either keep the country the same way or make it go to shit xd

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really i hope every fucking citizen in this country dies xd

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i only started hurting myself because of him

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i fucking hate this third world shit xd

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like fucking nuke sri lanka i dont mind LMFAO xd

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i was 9 hitting myself because nothing was changing

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i would nuke sri lanka myself xd

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FUCK i cant stand this fucking country xd

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i was 11 pricking myself with scissors because the world felt too heavy

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then my parents divorced nad it moved onto razorblades

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LMFAO man i wanna troll but nah xd

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i dont wanna be in class tomorrow xd

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im just so fucking pissed xd

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he wouldnt get it hes only ever harmed himself by doing substances

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gonna sit through maybe just look at the slides xd

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nobody in my family gets it

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i mean i fucking loathe it xd

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i strongly dislike it xd

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he hurt my mum too but she was an adult and she had an outlet

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i just really dont like bootcamp xd

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he hurt my siblings too but they had friends growing up and he didnt rely on them as he did with me

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it stress me tf out i havent slept properly since april like since i signed the contract xd

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he never made them sleep in his bed

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this shits been stressing me tf out for MONTHS xd

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he never made them drive with him to the grocery store because he hated being alone

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it was always fucking me man

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and im sick and tired of my ovaries xd

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because i worried the most

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why cant the eggs run dry xd

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