and theres no diet coke xd

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:/ xd

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i should stop drinking diet coke :p xd

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and soda fr but its diet :/ like its not the sugar its whatever dye in it :/ xd

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im afraid im going to be stuck in the mindset that was ingrained into my brain when i was 11

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because i was hurt

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i feel like i havent grown up yet

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this is the most depressed ive been LMFAO like i never been there before xd

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i still hide under my desk when i dont feel safe i still cry when people yell at me

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why cant shit just get better for once xd

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i just cant talk to people as easily as i could

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i dont know how to change it

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LIKE FUCK this asshole there was a BUYER some motherfucker WANTED to buy the house but my father fucker asshole said he didnt wanna sell it to THAT buyer xd

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i need to get a job and i need to face the world

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i need to focus on school again man

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if this bitch just sold the house THEN to that motherfucker at least i will be swimming in money now xd

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my family isnt rich i cant live off my mother

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she cant afford that

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who gives a fuck what the buyer wanted to do with the house after buying it xd

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my other siblings have jobs

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i just want the money xd

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whyd my dad have to target me

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this fucker of a father all he do is retarding and ruining my life xd

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i wish he just went through with it and killed himself so i could have closure

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but he continues living

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and guilt tripping me

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and my little brother

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for his own problems

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feigning suicide and addiction

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everything either gets retarded or slowed down for NO FUCKING REASON xd

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and im SICK OF THIS xd

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well i know it affects him i just cant deal with it

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nobody can

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he made it my problem

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there was NO FUCKING BUYER until that bitch and i wanted to punch my father for turning that buyer away xd

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i was a kid and i took care of him

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