why can't i be happy. why is happiness unevenly distributed

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even when i get what i work for it's for nothing

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you need to fight for your own hapiness

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i'd be happy if i could just write and not be tired

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and im so fucking tired

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you will never get to the point you want to if youre constantly comparing yourself to others

22015 - 

real yellow

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you know what fuck this im gonna go say my goodbyes

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why dont you try and write something right now?

22015 - 

i wouldn't have to compare myself to anyone if i just got SOMETHING

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i gotta contact them before i do this

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i never get ANYTHING

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but wait what if i chicken out again

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fuck why am i such a fucking coward

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then get it yourself

22015 - 

sometimes though i'm tired of writing too

10710 - 

dont expect handouts

22015 - 

why do i have to get it myself?

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i've BEEN trying

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because its not true happiness if it comes from other people

22015 - 

i've given so much to other people but no one does anything for me. for once i want to be treated kindly

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then you need new people in your life

22015 - 

and you need to value yourself more

22015 - 

i don't even want them in my life ngl they're the ones who keep butting in

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dont let them keep butting in

22015 - 

maybe i'm just greedy and i'll never be satisfied

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if you dont want them in your life dont let them in your life

22015 - 

then i'd have no one at all

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thats better than feeling constantly cheated

22015 - 

if you cant be content alone you will always live for other people

22015 - 

and that wont be a happy life

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Hi there

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anyone online?

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Trying to keep a positive attitude and remember that everyone fucks up and that i won’t be alone forever, but it’s really hard

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Yall stfu my friend jst gave me 10 fuckin dollars -Bunny

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I went on a walk with my mum today and i was out of breath after 15 minutes fml

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what do i do with 10$? Go to Joann's fabric? -Bunny

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Ight brb yall -Bunny

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My uncle got married in his 50s and I’m only in my 30s, so there might still be hope for me

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There’s definitely hope for you

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