guys guys im not bipolar right

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no i dont think so

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that would be stupid nvm

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its so annoying because they take evyerhtigng when my brother needs help he slaps and hurts me all the time

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hahahahaha

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well apparently i don’t try hard wnough

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and he said he held bacK? from what slapping me? killing me? and its MY fault?

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does anyone know any super fast chaotic loud songs

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literally so disappointing i am a disappointment

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i kinda need them rn

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youre not a disappointment red

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i feel like no one understands me

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purpl thats not fucking fair im sorry, you deserve better

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i am i just make myself worse bc i don’t try hard enough

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thanks teal but its so unfair its not just physical pain from him but who would willingly hit their sister with a metal plate continuously and say he "held" back like do people not feel any guilt-

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and as i said it isn’t even really about how my body looks cause i am only a little overweight but moreso about me not being able to walk 15 mins wothout panting

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youre right purpl i dont know how they live with themselves constantly lying to themselves like that.

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and its emotionally hurts too like he thinks its okay to hit his sister can i even have a relationship in the futuer or is it just gonna be him slapping me all the time and my parents taking everythng

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how do i stop my ocd though or bring it down because ive tried everything and i cant even get diagnosed

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i dont know blu im sorry

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try listening to music when the urges get bad?

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thank you teal for listening im sobbing infront of everyone

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ofc purpl, i'll always listen

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i have this friend named sai and dude he unadded me. though, hes really toxic and mentally ill which i wanted to help him get better with but instead he fucking treated me like shit and left me withou

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i dont think im gonna be here for long though hahahah

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it usually doesnt happen when i js sit around or have time for music its just for like going to bed or doing like activites like trying to get out of the kitchen

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i guess ill just suffer with it

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i’m trapped i’m trapped i’m trapped ahhh i wanna dies

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die*

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ima hop off thanks

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gtg bye im sorry

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and now hes just listening to music like hello? no guilt from aggresivly slapping your sister? is it wrong to feel like he needs anger issue help...

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I feel empty

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bye teal thanks for lsitneing

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no its not wrong purpl, he does need anger issue help

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bye everyone im sorry i have to go

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stay safe

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i am full of hate

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My stomach feels empty

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thank you guys for lsitneing

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