a

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and when i go i dont do anything

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but i just cant focus

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i cant focus on anything

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its getting worse the older i get

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....

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if you can’t focus you always have nitrogen and carbon dioxide

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It feels as if im going to get replaced but i know im overreacting. but what if??? Why cant i stop this cycle

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Of course then i had to fuck it up like an idiot and that’s how i lost them.

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should i just ask my doctor for something

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I was to make this character drawn with mongolian clothing well because i want to detail where the characters are from and stuff

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is there a magic pill or diagnosis that will help me

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cyan sleep with nitrogen or carbon dioxide

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or am i just the laziest person on earth

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i dont know what i can do

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i dont want to be stupid

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Being aware doesnt help when theres nomway i can stop it. If i take a break then im going to loss them, i know it

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cyan try nitrogen or carbon dioxide and alcohol

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im doing this adhd test my doctor sent me

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but at the same time their background like their story is kinda dark and it has to do with their family and royalty stuff like that

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I'm moving 4000 miles away and I'm scared

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but i have to wait for my mum and teacher to complete it too

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..

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Known eachother for almost 2 years, and now im trying to convijce myself that it meant something to him

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then i have to have another appointment with her to figure out if i have adhd

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got trapped in a doomscrolling wormhole on reddit and now im cooked

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if i dont have adhd im fucked

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I had violent thoughts today, i wanted to hurt him

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kill him white

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i hallucinated my crush telling me that i was in the early stages of heart failure -foxtrapper

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she mentioned autism too do autistic people get better meds

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i dont want to make it seem like im saying thats some sort of stereotype in my story because this certain family is like evil

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Im pretty malnourished so its possible he is right -foxtrapper

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something in my brain keeps yelling that i have an eating disorder even though i literally dont

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Back

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i want help but nobody can give it to me rn

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why cant i just be normal

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Ow

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