i am 15 and i tried everything but there is a reason we are here

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a cruel reason or not

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Im 14

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To fuck off everyone who doubts us

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Im giving up on trying to live in a world against people like me

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Its so tiring

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I hate it

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so when you do succeed ,and they suddenly care you can say no

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I dont deserve it but i do as well

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i am staying to fuck off others

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I hate myself

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sounds bad but its too piss of people

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God why couldn't i just be myself from a young age?

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Im stuck now being a fake

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wsp

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i tried to commit at you're age

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its not worth it

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you just get called names and treated worse

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might as well work to stay alive and get away from the people who treat you like shit

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fr red

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If i be myself or express myself or get upset its my fault. Im faking. I did this to myself. Im just trying to fit in with my neurodivergent friend apparently according to my mum

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like i am going to get a job so I can get a mo-ped

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I cant be myself

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I try to

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then i can get a better paying job

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But im forgetting who i am

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when i am 16

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take my lessons

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ohh i get you yellow

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Ive tried too hard to fit and an be like others

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then move out of the city

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Im not myself

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same yellow

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I become people

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im not me anymore

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I became my best friend

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but sometimes you need to change to survive

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Then i realised

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mhm, i dont know who i am

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Many people don't even recognise me anymore

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