So fucking what if i flap my hands who cares

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But no

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I think too much

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Ppl stare

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And i cant even tho it soothes me

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Only when im alone

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Their insults are my reality.

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School is just shit life gets wider when you get out

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just hang in there

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well think im gonna just waste my time in this shithole

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Ill be surprised if i even survive the first day back to school

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I desperately want to seek professional help

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cant focus on shit :/

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It keeps getting WORSE

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FUCK

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I want professional help

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But i just know im going to feel the same

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same

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My mum denies it of me

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i survived all my time at school whilst having seizures i believe in you all make it through

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i am unfit to be a functioning human

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it gets better when you arent there anymore trust

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miss the interesting conversations i used to have with a few people that come and go here :/

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why ru unfit

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Until i was brutally screaming and sobbing in her arms and refused to talk and then school swid i need to talk to somone like a doctor and you know what she said?

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well that was a long time ago :/

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I dont wanna live past 30

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i feel like im too disrupted to start new

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and i see no future for me

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you can always start again

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28 is literally my final goal and im sticking to it

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I was barley able tk wlak form shaking and she said "you can have one day off and ill book a doctors call appointment but i dont think tou actually need it"

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i can not. i dont have that capability

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always you can keep going

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I dont fucking need it?

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ARE TOU FUCKING BLIND

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at least people are venting in here now LMFAO :0

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im so fucking FED UP.

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yup

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how peaceful :0

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