Processing life

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They took my borther with them buts just left me

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So by getting help, I'd just be wasting time and resources that could be spent on someone who really, really needs it

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LMFAO

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dude the racism in hawaii is crazy

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and another thing

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I am nadaan so shareef actually

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Yeah?

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Cause ive been given everything, why cant i just be happy with it?

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i didnt know she ordered these she said OOTD dekho

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im like

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OK

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and sent the picture

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"OOTD"

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and when i say

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i malfunctioned BAD

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i mean it

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So now I'm going to spend alll the money my parents left at home in our save

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I don't deserve to be happy, but i dont deserve to feel sorry for myself and i most definitely dont deserve help

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UNDERSTANDABLE

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VERY

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says the hobo white living in a hovel

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I'm trying to get fitter but I can't even do 1 wall push-up

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I can't begin to imagine shi

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Maybe I should just let my body rot

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Lmfao

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T-T

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Like-

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say wtv u have on your mind SO IK IF I SHOULD TALK ABOUT THIS OR NOT T-T

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I wish I started earlier

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Mhmmmmmmmmm

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I AM CONFUSED

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Honestly?

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Just standing up I feel like collapsing

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YES

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even my elementary teachers were racist towards me

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Didn't expect THAT but ahem well idc

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and they were fine with it

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IK T-T

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Is it bad that I wish i was still sick because at least when i was sick i could sleep and not have to deal with my problems(both mental and physical) and painful reminders of a better time

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