but how talking about that is going to fix that?

the only topic I think is (possibly) worth talking about ( not even sure about that) is talking about how to end suffering for all beings

I feel like I dont have anything to talk about with people really, I feel like its futile

music in dreams seems different

or mordreds song

have you heard Bright Eyes?

and I m not sure there is a point to do so

I m not sure if there is a way to describe them in words

there is so many wrong feelings I feel

thats horrible in itself