you might be experiancing depressive/petulant episodes! they will show in individuals with BPD, but also show in depression - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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it has happened also other times for similar reasons with panic attacks

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like ince my mom left my room when i was sad n i had a panic attack nc i thought she would leave me forever

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like this type of stuff

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or i couldnt go to my friends birrhday n i thought i was so much of a bad friend all my friends were gonna leave n had a panic attack

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that might be severe anxiety or paranoia boo!! If you wanna be fully sure abt BPD, talk to your doctor or therapist :) - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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but my therapist keeps saying im okay which i am most of the time

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oop i’ve changed colours once more - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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but like in those moments i feel genuinely crazy

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hello - funkytown

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like i swear when i get paranoid it feels real im not imagining it or just sad

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im also too young to be diagnosed

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u ok cyan? - funkytown

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yess i amm

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in the moment everything feels a lot more real - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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im actually very happy mist oc the time

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do you mind if i ask how old you are? - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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also

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when i get better it feels like i was overreacting n it didnt matter

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so i cant talk abt it bc i genuinely belive it wasnt bad

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i got diagnosed around 15/16 due to the behaviours i was showing - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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im 16 btw

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what ever you feel comfy with coral! - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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mine told me they diagnose only if its like serious enough at my age (and mine isnt)

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coral if u feel like it do it

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ahh that sucks cyan - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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if it makes u uncomfortable dont

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what do u honesly think?

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like even if u say im okay i dont care, honestly i hope i am nc i domt wanna have anything

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i wanna be okay

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but having a diagnosis of smth would make me feel way less guilty

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are you tho?

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Im not too sure im sorryy!! It could be severe anxiety, could be petulant episodes. Hard to tell when you havent been around irl - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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