its just that i think i deserve it so much i need it

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like when people self harm

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because they hate themselves

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and it feels good

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in that way

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im not to great with my english but perhaps masochism? - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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enjoying the suffering from it - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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i also am a masochist

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perhaps it comes from that then boo - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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yeah but its not the suffering its like that i belive i deserve to be hurt

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also

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i also sexualize the fact im traumatized

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or when i suffer in general

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i sexualize everything tbh

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idk why😭

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hypersexuality mixed with masochism? - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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you think?

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I feel bad for you cyan - Anony

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duck duck, goose!

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i used to be hypersexual but it was a lot of time ago

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Perhaps! just sort of trying to fit words to what you described - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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thank you purple i swear youll make me cry

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Abecause like

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all of you

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are not insulting me for it

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i feel so cared for sort of idk

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like u can call me weird i domt care and i kmow it is

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nono like

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ofc boo, always cared for on here - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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compulsive n obsessed

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frim 6yo to 12

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then it got like way more normal n i thought i wasnt anymore

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Living a life like that sounds exhausting, you deserve much better - Anony

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like i jsut sexualize stuff i go thru and basically everything but idk if its hypersexuality

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i used to deal with hypersexuality after being sexually abused for 13 years of my life, i can sort of feel your pain with this side of all of it - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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