but i dont think i am

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i had paranoia 3 hours ago

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i got antidepressannts, BPD medication and oai killers - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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pain* - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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Hiii - Princess

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also anxiety meds - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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hallooo princess!! - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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i think i have bpd but i dint wanna sekf diagnose can i ask u something

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like

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ofc boo! - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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thank u ur so so sweet

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i try :) - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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ur helping me a lot i just had a terrible dat

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day

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ilysm

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i swear

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so like

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<3! - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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i dont know if what happened to me tonight is something which happens w bpd or maybe something else

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or maybe its normal idk

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but like

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i was sad bc i felt like my friends only cared abt my sister n everyone always only cares abt her n never abe me bc shes popular

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and i got kimda sad but like normal okay

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Hiiii

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n i came home n got like suicidal thoughts sad kinda even tho i didnt wanna do it

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n then i sat down w my parents in their room so i wouldnt do anything bad right

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but at some point i got like very verg mad at mysekf n my friends

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and i sort if dissociated n git very paranoid to the point i convinced mysekf my pare ts were gonna kill me

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got

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and whenever my mom came close to me id start screaming bc i was scared like so bad n i started hshaking

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n then it stopped

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you might be experiancing depressive/petulant episodes! they will show in individuals with BPD, but also show in depression - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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it has happened also other times for similar reasons with panic attacks

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like ince my mom left my room when i was sad n i had a panic attack nc i thought she would leave me forever

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like this type of stuff

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or i couldnt go to my friends birrhday n i thought i was so much of a bad friend all my friends were gonna leave n had a panic attack

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that might be severe anxiety or paranoia boo!! If you wanna be fully sure abt BPD, talk to your doctor or therapist :) - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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but my therapist keeps saying im okay which i am most of the time

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oop i’ve changed colours once more - Felix/Lixy/Felixy :3

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but like in those moments i feel genuinely crazy

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