tired of putting all my effort into someone who isnt willing to understand - romi

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so even a breakup text might be misunderstood - romi

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im exhausted - romi

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You deserve better romi - Light

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You said it yourself, youre tired of it - Light

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i left her a text asking for her boundaries after she did explain why she was a lot more distant - romi

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Did she reply? - Light

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but if she's not going to help me improve sje doesn't want us to get beter - romi

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no - romi

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it's been almost a whole day - romi

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she sleeps a lot more bc she's very sick - romi

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im so bloated

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and i feel horrible for leaving her when this is her situation - romi

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it hurts honestly

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Well maybe wait until shes less sick - Light

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but she also hasn't let me be by her side this whole time - romi

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Sounds like she rlly doesnt want the relationship to improve - Light

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so if she wants to push me away so that i wont be hurt when she dies, even if id rather be in pain about it... so be it. - romi

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Shes terminally ill? - Light

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i said id do anything for her, if that's what she's asking for, I'll ignore her other request to not give her space anf stick bt her - romi

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bc it has to be a two way street, im sorry to say - romi

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Ofc it has to - Light

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yeah she's been getting really bad lately - romi

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or so i think - romi

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Its the basic of a healthy relationship - Light

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Yea i understand - Light

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i know very little of what's going on - romi

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uh, is a person allowed to be in two rooms at the same time?

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that's why im so hurt - romi

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Um i dont think so coral - Light

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Can you ask anyone else close to her for news? - Light

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im not asking her to be at my beck and call, but if i want to be by your side because i care for you and you dont let me... that's cruel yo me too - romi

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i think once i do ghost ill just never hear anything - romi

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Thats totally ok - Light

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maybe her bsf - romi

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okay

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they're always on call - romi

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also she's kept her status on invisible for weeks so i cant see if she's online or what she's doing - romi

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so it doesn't matter right? - romi

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if she's hurt by my concern then... ill leave - romi

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