like ur hiding urself for no reason but it feels wrong - ghist

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it is tough but - ghist

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Because I do a lot of wrongs, but she helps me stay away from the nonsense - KingShaq

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actually no there is no but its tough af lol - ghist

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its worth it - ghist

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Yeah haha - KingShaq

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At least for the time being - KingShaq

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like were on ft rn but he fell asleep - ghist

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mhm - ghist

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Aww - KingShaq

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I wanna see her more - KingShaq

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But we're both low-key shy - KingShaq

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word im like that too - ghist

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its been almost 2 yrs im finally fully comfortable w/ him - ghist

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I showed her my picture b4 she did and I always Voice chat her - KingShaq

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Ahh I gotcha, we're 5 days in lol - KingShaq

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god damn lmao - ghist

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Never had a "relationship" in all 21 years of my apparently strict life - KingShaq

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ur 21 - ghist

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damn virgin - ghist

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im sorry thats mean - ghist

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Ehh its ok haha - KingShaq

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wow fly out to see her - ghist

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Its true - KingShaq

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We shall see - KingShaq

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Its something so new to me and my mind keeps fuzzing up - KingShaq

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how - ghist

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Like if what im doing is ok - KingShaq

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which is what - ghist

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what r u doing - ghist

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Like Im jot really gomna get married until 25/27, so im basically just playing around with her? - KingShaq

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And by the nect few years she'll probably find someone in UK - KingShaq

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ah - ghist

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so ur feeling bad about knowing u both are short term - ghist

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Yeah - KingShaq

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Like Its probably not gonna be long term - KingShaq

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But she makes me happy right now - KingShaq

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I know she would hate me saying this - KingShaq

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i think as long as she knows that u should be good - ghist

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ooo - ghist

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