j*b - fried off weed

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When I made 6 figs, I could "afford" eating out

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But now that I make brokie wages, ehh

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I hate cooking so much

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-_-

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(I am fat as hell, obese, morbidly obese even)

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(Low impulse control)

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I'm legitimately a joke

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Fuck me

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I legitmately need to die

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about to take a blinker - fried off weed

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I have like $300 bucks, but I'm too much of a fuckup to even SAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY A GUN TO KILLMYSELF WITH

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FUCK

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I'm too much of a loser to even attempt to kill myself

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And even if I did it, I'd probably survive with half of a face, making my life worse

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Fuck this

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yes. esp being homeless. being homeless right now is a death sentence - ann

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Not at all, I'm alive because suicide is too risky

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I sleep in my church; I have SSS tier homelessness

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I also have a car (although, it's about to die)

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I'm not like, sidewalk/woods homeless

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i think i just died - fried off weed

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I also have a full time job

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I just don't have an address

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you can get yourself out of the hole like you did the first time. it wont be pleasnt but if you can maybe you can just consider cooking more? it could aid in saving more money - ann

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hope is all you have sometimes - fried off weed

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I wish I didn't have hope, it's so painful

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:( - ann

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Being hopeless is so much easier, maybe I could commit to killing myself

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Diagnosed with a brain tumour, losing all my friends and wanting to die

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My new job feeds me twice* a day. So I've been spending WAAAY less on food

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You and me, meant to be. Yeah there's no doubt about it. Good enough, call my bluff. I couldn't live without it. Give it up, butter cup. Yeah there's no way around it.

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Got my car looked at because it was smoking while I was driving yesterday

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im gonna jump dude, im so done. maybe then people will actually believe me you know - fried off weed

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