We are definitely pushing too many limits too far and not coming back from any of them 😬 - Praggy

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it was failed from the start

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And don't get me wrong I'm all for most things that promote neuroplasticity. However what you decide to learn while you're neuroplastic needs to be.... Of important or positive - Praggy

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even if I optimized "this life" it would still be bad

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Or maybe I guess towards a goal let's not call it positive - Praggy

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Do you usually categorize things as good or bad? - Praggy

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Just curious you don't have to answer - Praggy

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not sure, I see this whole world as evil

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Word - Praggy

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good would be like, no suffering

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not even sure if thats correct

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categorization

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good like, I dont exist here

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I think a lot of evil things are driven by.... thoughts ppl have and think doing something good. - Praggy

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it seems like

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like it stems from delusion

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But I guess one perspective comes around everyone is somebody's hero somebody's villain somebody's mom somebody's son or daughter... All connected in different ways - Praggy

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like it cannot be good, to bring someone to evil world

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Having different thoughts about one another and those connections from - Praggy

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Whatever it is that happened to us and how we perceive it - Praggy

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What if that somebody was what an evil world needed - Praggy

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its still bad, as it caused suffering

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Or they could be the last turd on the big pile of s*** LOL - Praggy

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adding more problems, doesnt seem to fix the problem

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Agreed - Praggy

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when I think of how I came to be

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it doesnt make sense

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Too many unanswerable factors to be certain..... But there's a lot of choices I guess people can make the hedge their I don't want to say bet but whatever word in place of better existence? I don't kn - Praggy

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like

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? - Praggy

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why here? why like this? why this body? why this place? why at all?

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looking for friends - Max

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I've had that feeling - Praggy

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and sheer "fact" that I dont have a solid answer, is an answer in itself

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I forget what movie had a quote that kind of made me feel a little better about that type of thinking - Praggy

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and I interpret it as, it wasnt for my benefit

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it wasnt out of benevolence

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because if it was benevolent, there wouldnt be any suffering

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If I think of it I'll let you know but I remember the response to someone talking about this was "maybe it's not about why are we here, maybe it's "just here" - Praggy

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I guess what they were trying to say was something along the lines of maybe we aren't supposed to figure out why we're here and just be - Praggy

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