i dont know how to solve this problem

i dont know how or why i exist

i feel like i have been stripped of many of the essentials of what makes a human human

so i dont understand why i must be intertwined with this fate

and these things do not give me a want or need to exist

no connection

everything i do is just a source of temporary dopamine and nothing greater

i only love my dog

i hate people

i never saw a future and i still dont