if that happens i will probably not get promoted anymore

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its not the end of the world but im just rlly anxious abt it

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i just woke up and im on the verge of tears 😃 - cheek squisher.

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theres a chance he could not tell them though, as this happened a week ago

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its all my fault but im still anxious as shit

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damn thats rough - a

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mm.

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maybe he forgot abt it? given that it was a week ago? - a

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nah he told somebody we both work with yesterday, my good friend, and i was honest about it when asked

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shit nvm then - a

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they will be frced to take it higher though, and do an 'investigation' into my behaviour there

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ill always be honest to what i did wrong but that doesnt make it any less daunting what COULD happen

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sorry for ranting

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heres to hoping it all goes well i guess - a

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nah nah its chill lol - a

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thanks xD

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the worst thing is like

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i probably wont find out if im gonna be investigated or not until sunday 3rd, when i come back from my week holiday

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oof thats rough 😭 - a

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so ive ruined my own holiday i wont be able to stop worrying

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been working so hard for a year to get this promotion and i potentially have just fucked it all up because of a stupid desicion

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honestly u should take a break from it yk, like do smth to get ur mind off it for a moment - a

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it seems thinking abt it is only stressing u out more - a

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im trying but i just cant lol

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yeah i get that lmao - a

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when i worry abt stuff like this it makes me physically ill

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oh god same - a

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anyway sorry

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wyd today?

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its 6am right now so nothin much - a

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i fucked my sleep schedule up so ive been awake for hours - a

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how so lol

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just summer, i get too invested into an art project and i just lose track of time - a

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what kind of art is it?

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digital, i make 3d models, 2d sometimes too - a

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just a little hobby i guess - a

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idk if you've seen virtual youtubers at all, but its similar to that - a

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nice, im not very creative lol so id be no good at any kind of art

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i barely passed photography when i was in school

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lmaoo thats funny, the cards i was dealt this year is shit - a

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