oh - mello

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im tired of it all and im tired of all the shit xd

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its like im in some tunnel with no end xd

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oh okay makes sense - mello

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3:10am in the morning xd

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i wanna kill myself every night xd

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if i die in this pathetic death house no one would find my dead body for a few days xd

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they will have to break the doors open to get in xd

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and i wanna die so fucking bad xd

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nothing brings anything xd

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everything in my life was just suffering and shit and im tired xd

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suffering as in mental abuse xd

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decades of emotional and psychological abuse and im fucking tired xd

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im so fucking depressed idk how to put it into words xd

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its eating away my sanity xd

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im stressed the fuck out all the time xd

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everything thrown at me in my life was shit xd

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everything xd

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was there ever a single fucking "good" xd

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it just doesnt exist xd

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im tired i can type over and over but i cant never write how i feel xd

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because idk how to describe it xd

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nothing fills xd

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nothing fills everything drains xd

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i wish i just died xd

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because im tired of bullshit xd

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i wish i have it in me to just do me the favor of freeing me xd

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maybe for a few days if i die in this house my dead body will be at peace xd

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no one would know or come looking xd

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im pretty sure if i kill myself for at least three to four days my dead body will stay where it is xd

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no on would know xd

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idgaf about anything xd

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everythins just too broken and fucked up to care about xd

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