imagine I had cancer and just winged it? - King

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or I broke my leg in two and I ignore it? - King

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its the same thing - King

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well a random person told me bout this website so i can talk to someone

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Im glad! - King

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I want to talk to you - King

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maybe this will help me

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its helping me too man, More than you can imagine maybe - King

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Im also struggling with myself - King

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hey everytime i wanna die i get a piercing

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i have 27 piercings now

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i got 9 in my left hand

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how do you pierce your hand? - King

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spiky! - King

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I think something we always forget is "fault" - King

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Its not my Mother's "fault" she got breast cancer - King

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its not my "fault" for getting suicidal thoughts - King

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If someone drives a bus into a group of kids and he cant stop because of some mechanical issue and those kids all die, its not their fault - King

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This is a very impoortant point - King

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Fault and blame - King

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yes

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if we were all living in 270 AD in Britannia, we probably would not have any mental health issues - King

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But we would be struggling to survive - King

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thats not our "fault" it just is - King

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yeah

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Its something I alway have to remind myself - King

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Cuase I blamed myself for everything - King

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I hated myself (and sometimes I still do) - King

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Because I blamed myself - King

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for failing my classes, for getting hit by a car, for getting depression, for being a dissapointment to my dad - King

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but it was simply circumstance. The logical reason is just that - King

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sometimes all we need is hug and a word sorry but honestly it doesnt bring us back to the joy

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doesnt mean im not responsible for it, Im responsible. But its not anything to blame myself over - King

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blue, thats true - King

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It takes years to get out of the shit - King

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I would absolutely kill for a woman in my life - King

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but I dont have one, and thats ok - King

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hii - mello

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sorry for ranting, I have also been struggling with some bad thoughts - King

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hello mello jello - King

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