I wanna kill myself. I dont want to deal with the kind of people I'm with

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gtg bye bye everyone keep safe - Light

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i just feel sick reading our texts - nathan

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bye light - nathan

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love y'all - Light

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I’m sorry Nathan - Liam Og.

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i already threw up everything ive eaten today - nathan

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I am retired, I don't have really any obligations and I thought one of my n only best friends would still be here for me. - SmashThem

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Just make sure you take care of yourself Nathan, sorry for how things went down with her - Liam Og.

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It isn’t your fault - Liam Og.

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Hey

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What’s up - Liam Og.

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so theres like. It looks like stretch, mark things on my calves, but the thing is I’m a skinny person. I don’t know how this happened. I mean, like I don’t know why it’s there.

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im just not sure how im ment to go on - nathan

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Any type of movement can stretch the skin, fat or thin. - NeedsMeds

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I did walk 2 miles today

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When you feel like you can't go on, just go into auto pilot mode, do what you need to do until you snap out of it - NeedsMeds

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Or get meds - NeedsMeds

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It recently happened Nathan, you aren’t expected to know how to move on right now at all. I know it hurts having someone you loved betray you like that, give yourself time bro - Liam Og.

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Everything sucks and everything needs to burn. - NeedsMeds

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Well, tomorrow is the start to another cycle of caution and dread. Usually, the perverse cycle of job hunting results is this: Monday starts off some supposed answering.

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Choas is our new government and just watch it all go away. - NeedsMeds

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Tuesday then Wednesday is the bulk of the results, either not answering or straight rejection. Thursday is the tail end, Friday nothing.

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knock knock - Liam #2

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Heello - Liam Og.

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Mb - Liam Og.

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Despite me failing at them, even though I'm just being myself because I'll be DAMNED if I'M gonna be doing the paranoia route and do "OOH-OOH!!! Is THIS person gonna ask THIS??!!!!! THEN WHAT?!!!!!"

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Whos there - Liam Og.

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your - Liam #2

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Your who - Liam Og.

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your schizophrenia - Liam #2

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Shut your mouth. - Liam Og.

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IM JOKING - Liam Og.

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lmfao - Liam #2

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Advice for all of you, told by my teacher when I was in high school: If something is too hard, go back to basics. From that, you can't possibly know every question about to be asked by a interviewer

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Of course I get piss yellow - Liam Og.

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Nathan left - Liam Og.

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yep - Liam #2

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