I can't face God. I can't repent because I won't change, I can't leave because I have responsibilities here

It SHOULD be shamed

Many like me who also deserve Hell for it like me.

It's just hard.

What do you mean? God is the correct path, He is the only choice

It's an abomination as it says other places as well

Those laws still apply

Yes yes, New Covenant, Jesus says to follow sexual morality laws still.

I should be put to death according to scripture

Leviticus 20:13