See ya

You do know The Bible, the book, is metaphorical in its prose sometimes

To be clear, you are making an active choice not to or you feel its uncontrollable?

somewhat

Ah, religion, can't help you with that. I am a deist, I think there is a Creator. I just truly don't think it cares about us or interacts with us. Why would it?

then tell us

what do you want to change or be different?

what do you want to be different?

alright so youre unhappy with yourself or your life

why do you think you have nowhere to go? like physically, emotionally?