its just who i was

but it wasnt trauma i didnt get abused or nothing

sometimes i also get these episodes when i think about my past and i just cant forget about it

okay

okay

i dont know how

i dont talk about my emotions and shi

and im scared of going to a therapist i dont know what to tell them

i dont even have a reason these thought pop up in my head

its just like intrusive thoughts

i sometimes have siuicidal t houghts but id never do it how to get over it

Can yal help

How can i get over it

I often have siuicidal thoughts but i would not ever do it