What the “why” for me?

I got upset at my husband because he got upset at me for wearing a one piece swimsuit instead of a 2 piece

i really do not like the way my stomach is

Ah i dont think the positivity will last though because i can be skinnier and still be strong if not even stronger

its weird to feel something positive about my body

feel strong in my body and i like that

really am uncomfortable maybe wven still disgusted but today i went to a family event and was able to swim and play for hours with thw kids lifting them out or the water and spinning them around and i

I have such mixed feelings about my body after today. I stopped being able to say i hate my body after i had my son 9 weeks ago but I felt disgusted by the ugly loose skin and fat i have and i still