okay well im gonna go. my last words are think about your future once you move out, think about the things you will be able to achieve

by this point it needs to be accepted

i fear you are

community then

try people at your school

there are people you havent met

im sure there is someone around you who would be willing to help

ask around to see if anyone is willing to take you in meanwhile

if you believe that they are all narcissists anyway then just move out as soon as possible and live life

be gay and live life