Because I can’t make myself go back to God after this

I think it’s too late

You don’t understand the situation

The only person who can help me is God and I’ve turned away from Him

I’m not sure why I’m staying here

Why do you do it then?

Does talking here actually help you guys?

I’ve only been here and talking about God and my faith that’s all I’ve said here

Alright

What coworker

Maybe you mean the purple in front of me

No? What?

I don’t know what saying anything here does, God knows my thoughts

I really think that it doesn’t matter what I so since it’ll end the same way for me

I’m the same purple

No I’m just confused what you mean

See what yellow?

It’s going to come out at some point, no secret stays hidden forever. My life is over when that happens

I’ll be kicked out from my home either way

I don’t think I can find my way back to God

I don’t see why it matters

My end is going to be the same either way

*not a solution

I’ve even been considering suicide, I know it’s a solution but I’ll meet the same fate in Hell either way

I’ll be excommunicated probably

I just don’t know what to do

Only if you can honestly repent

Of course not

I’m going to lose everything. I know I’m going to burn in Hell for it

I don’t know if I can. So many things have gone wrong and I’m at the end of my rope, I can’t keep going

Failed it weeks ago

If God was testing me then I’ve failed the test

I think it’s too late for my soul

I can’t get myself to properly repent

I’ve been praying nonstop

I myself have been struggling with my faith

That’s good I suppose

Well I hope you find the correct path

Are you?

It seemed so to me green