Goodbye

Im gonna go cope with my age crisis

what’s happening to me

i feel like a kid

I feel so young and tired

I dont wanna fall asleep

My happiness was so short lived

Im warm

I hate myself too cyan

I want people to be sa fe

I dont like people getting hurt

I can watch gore but it makes me unhappy

i feel super young and small rn

oh to be a stupid kid again

all of a sudden i think my age has regressed to like 7

Im sleepyyy

yellows my favorite color

Im caro/cato but i dont mind being called yellow

should i tag myself?

or sick twisted nightmares

I get either stupid silly lil dreams

and another one of being hated

like the dream i had of becoming a child bride

its not fun

but sometikes

it makes my sleep entertaining

My dreams are VIVID

sometimes

Id like a happy dream tonight

hopefully this night i dont have vivid dreams of stuff like being mocked and ignored

im so sleepy

ive regained a tiny portion of whimsy

I wonder why cyan

which makes me happy

I think i bluetoothed my whimsy to random people

its 1:49 am

where tf do i get lithium

i feel very sad now

im not whimsical anymore

im losing my whimsy