he said if that was the only thing he wanted why would he waited for me then ?

i asked him this question too

back then no !

i wasnt comfortable with this first so we used to have phone sex

back then

i felt good

he was happy he was greatful he appreciated it

so i gave in back then it was our 3 rd month anniversary

that he would like if i were to

always hinted it

he also stopped watching porn

after we got back the 2nd time afterwards he always said how he likes this stuff and all

anyway listen to this

then after i go back with him 2nd time

he was actually in love with me for one year so he said he was sorry that he didnt consider that its only 1 month for me the first time

i said i will when i m comfortable its too soon

then he still used to say how he likes physical things and all he hinted me

then i got back with him

i miss the old version of him

i miss my partner too green

ok

he said sorry

so after one month i told him these things

break up

but mentally my brain was like he doesnt respect ur no doesnt value ur no

but i was like bro thats not the thing the thing is maybe physically thats how my body reacted

but u liked it dont lie

actually when he was touching me i said no to him but he didnt listen when i said this that day he said

i couldnt imagine the idea of him dating someone else

and i unblocked him he ws still there

and i know i was wrong

then he was still talking to me waiting for me

i said no

he said how u explain things to us have u done to him

one of the guy frnd of mine said u still like him

the second time i told my few frnds

cuz i kinda told every one of my frind

which was again wrong of me

my friends knew about the first break up

so after one month