everyday i just a struggle its so annoying i rlly dont want to continue anymore. i only have my cat

i just want to die oh my godddhhdhsjs im wasting my life away and im only 15

and it washes away everything i feel

lowk i know im not supposed to drink when on antidepressants but it knocks me out instantly

im developing a drinking problem

i miss being in the ward i felt much more safe in there than where im at rn

but im building a tolerance for the ssris lol things just never work out for me

im medicated now. i feel more sane than usual

i came back from the psych ward

finally on here since months