or put corn videos on my phone wen i was 12-14

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Is there anything cyan?

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My partner says that everyone does this and i m the weird one

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never feel guilty about something you feel uncomfortable with cyan - romi

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I feel so guilty

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yeah what red said

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what does it matter what everyone is doing? it's a relationship between the two of you, not with others - romi

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it's rude to say something like that to you - romi

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True, its how you both set the groundwork

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Those things shouldnt feel forced

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Says i never loved him why did i say yes to hom if i cant even do things which make him happy

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lmao haha

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When i infact came into a relationship with lot of consideration and i didnt know this was needed i m always an emotional kinda person

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I told him i m not comfy

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Comfortable**

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Says you be comfortable only youll never choose ne over your comfort

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I m hurt

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But he says i always provide excuses

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:(

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I told him i dont feel safe it feels like and obligation but

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but?

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tell him you feel less likely to do it if he's like that

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he's the one making excuses wtf - romi

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They're not emotionally intelligent to comprehend what you feel so tell them in a way that you think they will understand

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No, he isnt.

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huh? - romi

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excuses to make cyan comfy?

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I told him wait i m not good at expressing things so i wrote

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excuses to make them not comfortable - romi

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I’ve been feeling like my choices, especially around physical things, haven’t been fully respected(never have been never will be). I wanted us to connect emotionally, not just physically. When I feel

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if they're uncomfortable that's just how it is, reacting badly isnt gonna get you anywhere - romi

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It shouldnt be an excuse, it should be mandatory.

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and what did he respond to that? - romi

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When I feel pressured, it makes me shut down(my mind my body everything that's when I grow distant if this makes sense?), and I’m scared of that (idk anymore what I m saying you'll probably label this

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this thing as a excuse too idk if it's even called an explanation but i tried to even though I know you won't understand this )I want to feel safe, not like I owe you something to keep you happy

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that's alright cyan, here is a safe space. we're not judging you - romi

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Hello - Lìam

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Emotional burn out

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He said a long paraa but it was all about him

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yeah that's not ok - romi

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