control is an illusion

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to cope with existance

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But i gotta get over the fear

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don't fall for it

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Im not going to exists that's kinda the point

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you as in your body

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I guess when shit gets worse i might overcome it

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and being able to interact with this world?

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Dying as in death

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I don't know whats the amount of time reasonable to decide to wrap all this up

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I was thinking until next summer

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But idk

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Sorry to hear that yellow

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how old are yall

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i am no where near ready to watch my father die. He's on stage three heart failure and i fear at any moment i may lose him.

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i feel like i havent done enough for him or with him.

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Im sorry blue

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Death is not fair

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i hope you live too, you dont deserve to die either

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it isnt

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Im sure he enjoy all the time he was given with u

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U can find something yellow

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Living is so fucking hard

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How do people do it!

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?

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I could never

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