yellow everyone takes their own time to heal. and you dont need to jump right into it if yourr not ready for it. but you can consider it and it might help - diane

i know its easier to be comfortable where you are than to keep moving. but moving forward is the only way to get out and be free. and that feeling is the best in the world - diane

then its okay. take your time. feel the pain and slowly move past it - diane

you are capable of healing believe in you. - diane

yellow dont take everything all at once. healing is hard. you can only take one step at a time not the whole staircase - diane

yellow i think getting out of ur comfort zone slowly by slowly can help you in a lot of ways - diane

exactly red is right - diane

blaine same - diane

thats okay. its ok if u have had bad experiences in the past with community then that just means you can look for things that are better for u - diane

are you religious yellow? do you talk to God and stuff like that. if you are religious it might help to seek God ive heard from some people - diane

yes exactly - diane

can do it - diane

yellow there are these online support groups that might help. i think there are some on discord or something im not sure. but other sites too. i know quitting sh is really really hard but i think you - diane

thanks guys this is so sweet - diane

thank you reddd - diane

yellow youre gonna be okay i promise. almost 4 years ago i tried to suicide. more than once. but now my life has changed so much for the better and you never know when things will get better - diane

suicide is only a temporary solution. it doesnt mend the problems. i know it seems like its the option to pick but please dont. - diane

but yellow suicide is never going to fix anything i promise you. you are worthy to be here you are allowed to take up space thats why God put you here. - diane

yellow have you tried journalling? in my opinion it does really help with hard times like these - diane

yeah - diane

exactly what red is saying is right - diane

coral u said u stopped trying as in you left the friendship? - diane

ty blaine - diane

it feels like shit - diane

i feel like that all the time - diane

have you ever felt like youre the only one pouring all the effort in a friendship - diane

guys - diane

talk to your parents about it if u can - diane

im so sorry tobhear that - diane

yellow thats insane ppl encouraged you.? - diane

im so tired - diane

its the same - diane

so i have had a really bad friendship before where i was used by that person too and i just. im so sick and tired of being used you know. all ive been is nothing but good to them but i just every time - diane

thank you red - diane

ohh okay - diane

dc no dont be sorry ur good - diane

recently i lost a friend i was kinda close with. she and i had a relationship for over 2 years maybe even 3 but all the time i was being used by her. and i confronted her about it and she did nothing - diane

can i vent for a sec - diane

hey guys - diane